scented kandy

2003-02-27T18:36:00.000-08:00

*tear* *sniff* Aww. This whole entry is dedicated to Mr. Rogers - to those of you who used to watch PBS long ago. He died this morning. *tear* That's so sad... *sniff* with his little choo choo train.. *cries* aww. it's so sad he died..

2003-02-24T15:14:00.000-08:00

Aww I'm going to miss blogger. I shall delete the HTML. *cries* Maybe I'll blog random stuff here since it won't be public. hmm. XD
the NEW! http://moo-juice.net/elly

2003-02-22T09:13:00.000-08:00

Thanks Rikku and Linda for joining my cliques! Your accepted, I'll add you soon.
I'm going shopping soon so I dont have time to blog. :P Bye!

2003-02-21T15:44:00.000-08:00

Hey. *dies* Finally, a WEEKEND. I don't have much homework.. YAY! Thanks Linda and Rikku for commenting. Remind me to email her again? I'm lazy.
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Yay, my site is up and running. I need a collective. Poetry Site, You Content Site, This Site, Unique Clique, Writer Clique. By the way, I talked to my hostess. :D

2003-02-21T00:32:00.000-08:00

omg I"m still up and I have school and I don't have my backpack all packed up and ready. T_T; ahh *must go*

Layout cam. *LAUGHS* Er, yes. I'm making a new site called Writer. Here's a.. umm.. Layout Cam. Might not work. See what I'm doing to do the layout :P But right now there isn't any action coz i'm leaving..

Goodnight.

2003-02-20T15:31:00.000-08:00

I like Won Ton. I'm eating it. If you don't like it, go away. :P Just kidding. Anyway my crush didn't give me back my pencil.. And I didn't ask for it either. T_T;
Rikku, My clique is linked here. =) *goes to my site* NOOO! My hostess switched servers! Please, one of the commenters, remind me to email her tomarrow.. I'm lazy right now. :P And Heather, I don't link exchange on this site, but you can link exchange on my other site, Le Tu;.
Spoofles.Net is now a daily. ^.^

2003-02-19T15:35:00.000-08:00

Hey! *cries* I have the hiccups today. And my crush insulted me two times today lmao. And he used my pencil today and didn't give it to me back.. Yet. *wonders if he lost it* Anyways. Linda is back!! ^.^

2003-02-18T16:03:00.000-08:00

This shall replace all the times the link didn't work::
Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku

Wow thats alot T_T Anyway. Yeah. I'm bored. I dont feel like blogging..

2003-02-17T12:17:00.000-08:00

Okay! Back to blogging and un-busyness! Wheee! Last night I Did homework so I didn't have to worry today. But I still have to work on the project due this week.. and I dont know which date so I really have to get started. Thanks to my lovley and patient commenters: Linda and Rikku. (IT WORKS IT WORKS IT WORKS!)
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I made a button for my Le Tu; hostess.

Also, new email! :D elaine@fr34k.net

2003-02-16T13:20:00.000-08:00

Ahh. I woke up at 12:30 PM. Then I took a shower. Then I had to fix my Poetry site coz it had the layout of Unique.. x_X And my hostess @ Moo Juice said she'd download GM... yeah. I'm pretty sleepy right now.. my eyes aren't umm.. yeah.. they are still sleepyish... *zzZ*
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damn. I was planning on doing homework today but I didn't. Too addicted to the computer. Anyway, got a new site up. here .. it's hosted too. Yay. Too busy to make a guest book -_-
My friends came over and I was wearing queer pants with no socks. T_T; I feel ugly. Anyways, maybe a collective? Sorry for not plugging commenters, I've been lazy + busy (oh how oh how can that be) lately.

2003-02-15T11:17:00.000-08:00

Jebus! I am bored. Last night we rented two movies and so I watched Shanghai Noon and A Walk To Remember. T_T;; Don't feel like blogging.

2003-02-14T15:41:00.000-08:00

Homophobia is gay. Happy Valentines Day. Happy Birthday To All The V-Days Out There.

2003-02-13T15:48:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry I haven't blogged for.. 3 days. T__T I've been busy with sites and crap. I got my clique hosted. Today my carpool driver didn't come so I had to walk home and now my hands smell like dog poo... T__T yeah.. um.. yes.

2003-02-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

Yay I just found out I'm an Aries. Go check out my poetry site hosted by Jen. Breathing Poetry and sign the g/b! Yeah so now I have the Unique clique, Poetry site, and this, my blog! It's been like a month, I really need to get started on moving into Moo Juice. Haven't talked to my hostess lately =( Hehe... anyways, I might make a collective soon.. But I would want that hosted too... *obsessed with sites now* But since I don't have PSP, I won't be able to make a nice layout lol. *dies* edit Hey I got a question in my email
I love you? I LOVE YOU TOO! In a friendly way, of course . . .

2003-02-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

Yeah I'm up and not supposed to but these are the last minutes I'll be on until tomarrow morning when I wake up because then I'm going to have to do homework and suffer on Tuesday by not talking to my *cough* friend *cough* Yes, so I was oh so very bored and made TWO sites, one the poetry site and a clique called UNIQUE, please join. Got a hosting offer from the lovely Jennifer on the poetry site ^.^

2003-02-09T15:37:00.000-08:00

Yahoo. What I did all day was the poetry site, which, I am done with nowww ^.^ Woop Woop! Go check it out. Breathing Poetry - Looking for a nice hostess who will give me the space I need.
Haha a Traslator that's hilarious. ^^

Original: Hello, My name is Elaine. I like to eat strawberries. Do you? ^.^

Translated: HELO MAH NM3 IS ELANEA!1!1!1!1 OMG LOL I LIEK 2 EAT STRAWBREIS!!1!!!!! OMG WTF DO U?!???? OMG LOL ^^!!1!11!! LOL

2003-02-08T09:37:00.000-08:00

I've read articles on websites, even seen a 4-hour interview about him, and discussed on forums -- JACKO IS WACKO! XD Eh. New site. NotePad. Go join.

2003-02-07T19:47:00.000-08:00

Man. I feel depressed and miserable. My life has been crappy this week. It's like something bad happens everyday. I've had bad luck lol. Yesterday something else happend. I accidentaly gave my online friend the bitch I used to know's s/n when she IMed me coz I didn't know her in he beginning and then she got all fucking bitchy and I felt so fucking crappy. At school I saw her and pretended to not see her. Annnyyywayyy, today something happend again that's real bad. Me and my friend got in a fight.
Her: Ok, don't get mad when I say this, but.. er... I'll just go away from you... *runs like a yard away from me* I know you like *the guy I like's name*. You're always talking about him, mentioning him, and you always let him do stuff when he asks.
Me: Wtf? No I don't! I let everyone! >.< *pushes to the ground* (muahahha.. even though I do. But I got mad.)
Her: Bitch! (5 minutes later)
Her: I know you like *the guy I like*
Me: Shut up. No I don't.
Some other guy: You love her too, *guy I like!*
Guy I like: Shut up!
After that we didn't talk to each other at all. But then after that she insulted me and stuff. At the end of the day she told me to give her back everything she gave me, and everything I barrowed--- "now." So I did, not caring at all. But then later she said it's just wrong and gave the stuff back. I didn't accept it. Then others started asking me if I was mad at her, and I was asking why. Godddd. Then after school a lot of people told us to make up because we were "meant to be friends". I was like "it's not like we were best friends or anything!" Anddd yeahhh. I felt so fucking miserable. After that, I went to a... er.. New Years party.. I got more money eve nthough it's after New Years. We've had a sub in one of our classes for 3 days, and she's leaving today. She's nice, I miss her lol. Anyway I'm glad we don't have school Tuesday... but I don't have much hw.
Thanks for commenting Rikku and Lindaa. Teehee.. I wrote a poem, even though I haven't experienced this kinda thing. But I got to writing it ^.^ Can't think up a title, lol.

Missing Pieces will not come back,
Days without them are just unreal.
So many left here, and now I am alone
People have gone, So many unknown.

It's so different when it's one's turn to die,
No matter what I Do , I just can't help to cry.
My life is so empty, without them is fake.
But I've learned my trouble must go away.

Memories fade
My life without them is still not the same.
But no matter how I try, What happend can't change...
I'll have to live with it, yet it feels so strange.

2003-02-06T15:41:00.000-08:00

I feel really really bad. >.<
Me: *takes out those long food thingies*
Guy: *puts out hand, meaning yes he wants some*
Me: *eats* *notices what he did*
Guy: *whispers into my friend's ear and says "I think those are gross... no offense..."* *faking it so I dont think he wanted some*
Me: *FEELS BAD*
If I knew, I'd give him some. I feel so rude. And selfish. *Cries* And I can't give him more tomarrow coz I ate all of it, and my friend gave it to me. I know I shouldn't feel bad over something silly but... *FEELS BAD* :( Eh. Yesterday, I stayed up till 11:30 to study for an S.S test and it turns out there was no test. >.< And there has been rumours going on that it's tomarrow. *shrug* Liz. Rikku. Linda. (lucky bitch XD jk)

2003-02-05T15:53:00.000-08:00

Eek! I didn't blog yesterday coz I had SO much homework! I had SO much homework in EVERY subject and I stayed up till like 10:30 PM yesterday doing it >.< I also watched T.V. at the same time, I watched American Idol and Smallville so it's all good ^____^ But the homework was pain ful lol. I bought two new pants, I love em =) Today I dont have that much homework, but I still have some >.< Also, me and the guy I like er... what do you call it.. "looked" at each other alot. And we laughed together alot. Eek. >.< My mom got a job. She's working today. I hope they accept her. Coz they sell foods I really like. Anyway, thanks for commenting Rikku. =)

byeness.
edit woop woop!My hard work finally paid off ;) Voodoo Dollies won the Pick-Me SOTM!

2003-02-03T16:20:00.000-08:00

Nothing much happened today. We just occasionaly looked at each other, and.. yeah that's about it. Today I went on a forum and went to my thread and saw somebody post and all they said was like "Erm... Right." Bah. Wtf is that? >.< If they're going to say that, don't say it because it's spam, because it's short and pointless. God. >.< It pisses me off so much. If you're reading this, I'm sorry, but it got me so upset. Thanks all 3 for commenting: Stephie Linda Rikku (the link doesn't work today, but it might tomarrow if I remember ^_^)

2003-02-02T09:58:00.000-08:00

I had a nice New Years yesterday. Well.. not that nice. But yeah I was out all day... with my family. I woke up real early, dunno when, to get dressed up. It seemed like days to drive to San Fransisco-- but it turns out it was only like 1 and a half hours or something, haha. Anyway we went to this resteraunt that's ok, but it had no food that I wanted, so we had to wait a very long time. Finally its done, and they serve it for us, lol. I still wanted another food, but they took SOOO long, we left. We ate with my family and grandparents. We dropped them off and then we drove a LONG LONG LONG drive (VERY LONG) and I was gettin' car sick, and the smell of the car made me wanna ... I dunno. We *finally* went to this "Outdoor Mall" and we ended up walking around in one circle in the cold, chilly air without buying anything. Rawr. >< Then we all decided to go to a *real* mall, sooo we went. All I bought was candy at See's Candies, and when I went to Old Navy there was nothing that I liked. So we left the mall, and went to buy pizza for dinner. Yeah.. then we went to another store to buy soda and cookies. At home, I ate pizza and put on my chinese dress coz I felt like it. And then it was night time, and I threw those pop things on the ground, because I felt like it. It looked nice, coz it was night time and it was dark. ^^ Today, my parents are going to the mall again, to look at dinner tables O.o. Yesterday it was Stephanie's birthday and I feel so bad because I wasn't on AIM (and you all know why lol) Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie Visit Stephie And here's some birthday ice creams for her: And stars: Hehe! Done! *hugs* My lovely commenters: RIKKU (her site works! WOOP WOOP!) HEATHER (long lost friend with a kickin ass site!) STEPHIE (wish her a happy day! ^o^)
WHEW! I'm done with the plugs and stuff! Byeeee!

2003-02-01T08:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! I have to go to my Grandma's soon. I got 40 bucks. It's Kelly and Stephanie's birthday =) Whoo!!! Thanks Linda for commenting =) And I hope so!
edit bah. I wrote a poem last night. I dont really like it.
Passion ::

When I see you
You look at me
And I turn away
But I have something to say

I love you
And I know you like me too
So why don't we just tell each other
Coz this can't go on forever

I love your personality
And I'm sure you like me
So let's just get this over with
Coz I want you to know and see

Will I put a note in your locker
Or tell you face to face
I'm so scared I don't know what to do
Because I'm in love with you.

2003-01-31T15:44:00.000-08:00

lol PEOPLE. Use the question form to ask a QUESTION, no to say hi. .. Rawr. Anyhoo, today, I was sitting on my chair, and someone was puting their hand on my shoulder really hard, so I turned around and guess what I see? His cheek like, 1 inch away from me! It was freaky, but cool coz I like him ^^;
Commenters: Lindy Rikee o.o

2003-01-30T15:36:00.000-08:00

Hi. Today I poked him on the back really hard again =) And when I was about to leave, he poked my butt *gasp*. And he told the teacher.. OMG.. how lame is that?! Who tells teachers now a days?! Thats for like.. Elementary School! Haha, the teacher didn't care. Boo! Alicia Riku Lindy! haha. Linda Whee! Thanks for the comments ^^ Also, I got two question forms, but one was blank o.o; Here's the other one:
sup pimp lmao! i =)

2003-01-29T16:31:00.000-08:00

Hi O.o Today, my friend poked his butt with a pen. At at the end of school I used that pen to poke his back and it really hurt =) lmao. Linda Alicia Rikku
hii. O.o question
i'm the 800th? yes o_o;

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I'm on my sister's computer!!! I can link Rikku now! I went to Rikku's site and it works now! WHOO! Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku Rikku

2003-01-28T15:24:00.000-08:00

1 2.
omg haha. He has a sick mind. *COUGH* Today in P.E. when we did push ups he was staring at this guy who was doing it wrong*s butt and laughed and told me to look x__X and when I was walking he stared at me and I stared back for a long time and then I looked @ my friend and smiled. I couldn't smile at him, that would be so wierd O.o Anyway.. I haven't moved in Moo-Juice yet. Well, I did but I'm having trouble. There's a 800th visitor, hehe. They are linked on the top of the Linkage section. Whoo. I have VERY little homework. And you don't know HOW little I meant-- VERY very VERY little... but of course, I still have hw.

2003-01-27T15:33:00.000-08:00

b2 is SO confusing! Lmao. Its gonna take me a loong time to move in and set it up.. rawr. ><
Saturday commenters: Hannah Rikku x 2 Linda =)
Sunday commenters: Bobbi Rikku x 2 Janet ^.^
Ahh. I'm still a bit mad Raiders lost, but -- theres always next year, right?? ^^; Whoo. This morning, I wanted to wake up at 7:15AM but noo!! My parents woke me up at 6:30 IN THE MORNING and it took me 15 minutes to get dressed and so I had to wait alot ><; My parents were so freaking loud too... I LIKE MY SLEEP!! Today I got hurt. I tripped on something and I fell *dies* And he said "Are you ok?" *gasp* Today I dont have much hw.

2003-01-26T17:20:00.000-08:00

RAIDERS LOST!!!!!! *STRANGLES*

2003-01-26T10:15:00.000-08:00

http://www.moo-juice.net is up! Whoo! I can't wait to move in! Yesterday Meg said it's going to be up in 24 hours, and I thought that it would be tonight or something O.o but now it's up.. Woohoo! Anyways -- This morning, when I was half awake, I heard my dad going in every room waking everybody up -- loudly. He does that every weekend... and I've experienced it. So I got out of my bed and saw my mom and was like "I dont want dad to do that to me.." haha. Today my mom was supposed to go to work O.o I want her gone so she doesn't see that I will be on the computer all day, lmfao. Yesterday I slept early. I don't usually sleep at 12:15 on weekends but I had to.. because my dad was yelling at my brother and I didn't want to be there to hear it. Because it was scary. Lmfao. So I slept, and since my room is practically next to the living room, I heard my dad still -.-; Grr... and just like 30 minutes later I could sleep.
I can't plug the commenters right now, enetation isn't working. Vote for VooDoo Dollies! Ask friends to vote, vote on other computers, etc. Thanks if you do. ^^; Hooray, I have a question! *cough* Not a question... but it was sent in the question form...
helloooooo ^_^ lol Hello ^^;

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The Superbowl is on! Go Raiders!

2003-01-25T12:08:00.000-08:00

Hi. I'm so bored. I finished all my homework and I read some. Yesterday I went outside for a walk w/ my family. We went to my mom's friends house. It was pretty boring. After that I uploaded my "About Me" page to your-funeral.org, thanks to Cassie for the help! =)

Stupid worm.

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I just finished the best book ever! Well, not the best lmfao. I just picked out a book from my garage and read it, coz I was so bored this morning after doing my homework. I could of gone here on the internet but considering the fact that it was slow, I just turned off the computer and read. The book wasn't meant for twelve year olds to read it, more like ten... I read it in one day, of course. It's such a sad book, makes me think... It's called "Among the Hidden." The book was really easy to read, and I dont really like reading but the book was just awesome. :D
Moo Juice is going to be up in 24 hours. I can't wait! Right now, I'm eating... pho. lmfao. Know what it is? Drop a line!
Thanks to my commenters: Alicia Erykah Sayuri and Rikku.

I guess I'm gonna go now. I have to finish my pho...

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whoo, got more votes. vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! vote for voodoo dollies! And darn you, adding pop ups. *deletes code*

2003-01-24T15:51:00.000-08:00

Guess who's back?
Back again~~
Alicia's back!
Tell a friend.
Alicia is back, as you read above. She's back from camping. Whoo! *Missed her* Anyhoo I finished the "About Me" window. Lots of content. Haha. Please Vote for voodoo dollies. Meg will be my hostess and I want her to win. So vote for her!
My lovely commenters: Alicia Linda Mai Sayuri Thanks. Questions! Whoo!
why scented kandy ? Well I had the idea a while ago and I thought it would be nice for a site. But I dont know any graphic that could match it, and now I think it's kinda stupid, but I guess I could live w/ it, haha.
if you could be an animal, which animal and why? Hmm.. Good question! I dunno... a cat? Or maybe a hampster? Coz they are so cute and my owners will love me. Haha

I always put my sweater sleeve over my mouth alot, and after school, the guy I like was too used to me doing it and started doing it too lmfao. Also, at lunch, he kept asking me for food, so I gave him my Chewy and he was like "Oh my god, thank you!!" And left haha. I cherish every moment he looks and talks to me, coz I'm so obsessed. Today at school there was a joke about him, and after the joke was "over" and not funny anymore, He started getting it and.. yeah and everyone thought he was so stupid lmfao. I am so glad it's a weekend. I don't even have much hw =) Yay!

2003-01-23T15:20:00.000-08:00

Commenters: Sayuri Lisa Linda Annie Rikku Thanks!!
Today is my mom's birthday. HE, yes HE, got a haircut. NOW HE LOOKS EVER HOTTER! ;) I also added an "About Me" popup... so go click now!

KEEP VOTING for VOODOO DOLLIES! ;) Thanks to everyone who did!
Also, I'm still worried about not be able to dling PSP. x_X; Gah.. And my ImageMagician account is clean, those evil owners may delete it.

2003-01-22T15:35:00.000-08:00

hi! wow, how come I'm getting so much comments all of a sudden? ^^;
x x x x x x x x 2 x x

whoo ok. ;) random plugs go out to bobbi and meg ;)

PLEASE VOTE for VOODOO DOLLIES!

I have hw in every subject and my lip is bleeding. >< Also, yesterday was the start of the 2003 American Idol... I forgot to watch.

2003-01-21T16:43:00.000-08:00

Wow. 14 comments! Thanks everyone who commented! Here we go =)
Rikku Icy Michelle Linda Courty Johanna Laura Priyanka Sam Kairi Rose Anthy Mai Wei

Whew! ;) Today Meg is buying Moo Juice! =) Anyway. That guy I like, today he said "Elaine is the bomb!" (wtf? lmao) and "Elaine's cool." but not directly at me but I heard him say that <33 Today at lunch, I was eating a cookie, and I didn't rip it off like I normally do, I bit it. When I was almost done, and there was so little left, he asked me. "Can I have some?" and I'm like "But I bit it..." and he says "So? Give me some at the bottom!" And I said "No..." lmao. Cause.. there was so little left! How could I take off like a cM of it? LOL. Also this happend:
Him: Can I barrow some quarters? Please? I'll pay you back tomarrow *begs on knees*
Me: *laughs*
Him: Please?
Me: Why?
Him: Fine.
Other guy: He.. he was on his knees. Maybe he wants to do it with you O.o
Me: O_O NO!
lmao! Anyways. I HAVE A C IN SOCIAL STUDIES!! But the guy I like has one too heh. I'll try to bring the grade up somehow. Can't have any C's in my Report Card.. EEH >< Also in English I have the highest grade *high five!* Anyways, Today I have SO MUCH hw in EVERY subject! So I have to start really soon. I had to go somewhere w/ my mom after school and then we went to Safeway to buy some food and then we went to the library to return my brother's book ;)

I want to shoot the owner of ImageMagician. 2 weeks and then my account will be exploded. My way of saying "deleted" lmao. >< Questions:

Hello.
lmao.. Hi! ^^;

are u nice
that's really up to you.. :)

edit 10:26 PM
I just finished ALL my hw *xP* And after that... I tried downloading PSP 7 again, and.. and.. and.. *cries* IT DOESN'T WORK!! I downloaded it 2 times before and it worked perfectly, but the third time now, it doesn't work! It said I exeeded my trial period even though I downloaded it again after I did my first trial period before and it worked! But now, it doesn't... I'm so mad. What am I going to do now? The full version cracked from KazaA will use up too much space on my computer, and Adobe will use up too much space on my computer also. Ahh!! I'm mad ><; What am I gonna do? I need a new layout and found the perfect image for it... *screams*

2003-01-20T00:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. DAY!! O.o; I should be sleeping right now... But there's no school today, yay!!!1 I'M GETTING HOSTED! at moo-juice.net when it opens! I <3 Meg! So exited and happy =) I shall change my iMood soon... I made a button for the coming soon Moo-Juice.Net =)

cute? I know.

I ACTUALLY GOT ELEVEN COMMENTS FOR THE FIRST TIME THANK YOU!! yayay!

i <3 meg i <3 chris i <3 lisa i <3 ashley i <3 courty i <3 norah i <3 claudie i <3 kayla i <3 beth i <3 rikku i <3 lorzie

Ice creams to Meg because shes so nice!!! (click on them! O_O)

VOTE 4 MEG For SOTM at Pick-Me!! Please?

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I just got disconnected for a very long time from my stupid brother. *hates* and in that time, I was just playing around in MS Paint coz there was no internet and I heard him swear every 2 seconds! It's like.. SHUT UP! lmao. I want a donut. Anyway, I'm just gonna go and constantly plug my site at Pick-Me.. Yes, I have no life =)

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aww, damn it. We can't copy the Harry Potter DVD. Oh well... I watched it and thats all that matters :P Also, I uploaded my images to the server =) All I have to do is move this site to Moo Juice when it opens =) Can't wait!

2003-01-19T02:12:00.000-08:00

Wow. Yay. It's the 19th. And I'm awake.. at 2:08 AM. lmao. Applied for hosting ... gasp! Wish me luck, guys. Valerie and Jennifer for commenting. Thanks!

Will edit in the morning after I sleep..

edit whee. my stomach hurts =( my brother is watching... Tarzan lmao. x_X I guess I will finish my homework today, I hope so.. so then tomarrow I can go on the computer all day long.. lmao. I think I will finish my homework today. I'll set the time at 3:00 PM but I usually forget about it lmao. I'll make sure I dont O_O;

edit finished my homework! I thought colouring would mess up the picture I drew, but it didn't. I coloured *very* carefully... well, maybe I didn't, but at least it wasn't messed up. It's pretty neat. THE 100TH EPISODE OF CHARMED JUST ENDED AND IT RAWKED!

2003-01-18T11:41:00.000-08:00

Three day weekend! I'm still happy heh. I just woke up so there's really nothing to say... Tegan commented on my poem =) Thanx! Oh oh, I wrote a new poem:

___Entrance to Love

There you were,
Smiling at me,
I was gonna open the door.
But I didn't have the strength to,
I didn't know what to do.

I was able to entrance love,
But somehow I couldn't manage,
You loved me,
But somehow I knew that
We weren't meant to be

But I didn't know what I could do
I had the chance
But somehow I didn't completely love you
The door was open and I
Didn't get in through.

Today is my brother's birthday. He's now fifteen. O_O I have no present.. *cries* and I fought with him today.. *cries* Ooh, I made a button for Pixie's Forums:

And for Jenzie:

And for Pixie's Clique:

YET another one.. for Moo Cow Cookie Dot com:

2003-01-17T17:35:00.000-08:00

. : Trapped : .

I am trapped in this darkness
I have no where to run
Where can I go
When I'm alone with this gun?

I am trapped between walls,
The cieling is near.
Yet it seems like I'm sinking away in my fear.

I point at the lonely gun on the ground.
I pick it up, without letting out a sound.
Later I make a very loud noise,
and I am left lying there,
Wounded and bare.

2003-01-17T15:19:00.000-08:00

THREE DAY WEEKEND!! w00t! I have so much hw though. I'm going to start on Sunday heh heh. He touched me =) I was going to tell him but I couldn't ><. Anyways. We get Monday off... yay =)

Thanks Jenzie and Rikku for commenting =) Sorry for not linking.. too lazy to get the link rofl. Don't worry, I link you almost every day :P *hugg*

2003-01-16T15:27:00.000-08:00

Hey! I just made a poem on Notepad and deleted it coz I didn't like it much.. Today at school I *really* wanted to tell him I like him... but I was scared of wot would happen... haha... I wore different earing today at school and everyone noticed. Someone didn't even know I had my ears pierced O.o. The guy I like looked at me constantly today. We don't sit together anymore in this class. I sit behind him ><; I know he cares. I know it... coz I just sat there and the teacher was organising the people and told him to sit somewhere else and he said "I have to sit here because I can't see in the back" and other excuses etc... so the teacher finally let him sit here.. and said "Fine, Elaine and **his name** sits together." But then LATER, another guy had to sit with him (the teacher changed her mind) So now I sit in the back of him. I *know* he wants to sit next to me. I know what he was thinking somehow. He wants to sit next to me. And when I sat behind him he's like "No--" and paused coz he didn't have an excuse! Lmao. I wanted to sit next to him too. w/e. In other classes, we can sit wherever we want and we can change.. :\ Stupid one class. Anyhoo I have so much hw today. I shall do it soon.

Anyway, comment! On my poetry too. I have to plug Rikku for commenting. Is that right? haha.

Oh, and for no preticular (sp) reason, I want to plug Jenzie coz I feel like it =)

edit
oh wow yay =) I deleted a lot of crap in the computer and now I have 736 MB :D Yayness! I deleted my brother's SIERRA thing (I have no idea what it is... it's a game ish thingy) I asked him of course, I deleted my KazaA since I can always listen to music on the radio :D except J-Pop and Selena who is dead haha. But oh well. I also deleted my PSP files =) Yayness!

2003-01-15T22:04:00.000-08:00

___Broken

I cannot sleep,
I hear your voice,
It weakens me,
I have no choice.
I must go out,
and test my wings,
But they are sore,
Your voice sings.

I had to get away from you,
but I couldn't...
There was nothing I could do.
I collapse to the floor,
As if I cannot breathe anymore,
You look at me as if I did nothing,
You stand there in silence,
You do nothing but stare,
Oh how lonely I was
just hopelessly sitting there,
with broken wings
I cannot fly, 'cause you didn't care.

I was suffering so much,
of your painful voice,
I was about to die,
I had no choice.
I sat there so lonely,
and you were there..
on the day that I died
with broken wings,
I could not fly.

2003-01-15T15:54:00.000-08:00

YO!!1 I'm eating a See's Candies lolipop (chocolate flavor) whee!!1 Alicia left to go camping for ten days! I'm going to miss her. I have soo much hw today so I'm getting off the computer soon. ><; Jole has a new layout and he commented =) Linda commented and has a *very* nice site. Stephanie commented and is just cool! Rikku commented and comments everyday! *lol* Today, I wrote a note to myself and sticked it on my desk, it was a post it note, and the guy thought I was passing notes so he took it from me and read it and he was like "oh." haha what an ass... and after that he took my paper and said "I want to show my sister how ugly you write." haha... whatever x_x;

kthxbi

edit
omg.. some people can be so evil. I hate copiers from copying a word to copying a book *gasp* And someone copied my style!!1 for something, haha. well. yeah. bye.

edit 2
I was going to edit a picture and I opened PSP 7 and it said I exeeded the trial period! Shat! I looked at my time and it said the right date. *cries* My dad probably changed it... ack...(I set back my time) Oh well. I'll dl it back later or whenever I *really* need it again. *sigh!* It might not let me dl it though.. I've dled the trial period 2 times before... *hopes it will let me the 3rd time*

I have to do hw soon.. It's 5:15 and I usually start at 5, ack

edit three, 9:13 PM
I know this is lame to say, but whatever. Blogger has now over 1 Million registered users. =)
Anyway, I just finished watching Harry Potter And The CoS! It was awesome. But I wonder who Mark Radcliffe is. Harry is Daniel Radcliffe. o_O I saw the name 'Mark Radcliffe" in the credits at the end... o_O Anyway, the movie was great! My brother might copy it, I hope he does so I can watch it in the future whenever I like. Anyways, I finished my homework before eating dinner and, I watched the movie after eating dinner. I wanna see it again! lmao. Too bad Saruh isn't on so I can tell her I watched it lmao. I want to tell her!! x_X *will tell her I watched it first thing tomarrow*

Anyhoo. My parents just left... somewhere.

2003-01-14T19:06:00.000-08:00

*gasp* My dad is the best! Haha. HE GOT ME HARRY POTTER AND THE CoS!!!11 And it's not out yet! Wierd. He got it from his friend at work. O.o;; OH WELL AT LEAST I GET TO SEE IT *is happy* YEAH. Anyways. My brother's friend is here and I haven't seen him before, and he's hot.
Anyways, my brother wants me to get off the computer for one hour. Damn him. I said no for the first ten minutes then he said that I have to get off because I've once been on his computer before and he said that I talked on AIM on that computer and he looked at his AIM History and now he can see what I talk about ._.

2003-01-14T15:16:00.000-08:00

Yo Yo! Haha. omg. The guy I like is the biggest ass ever. Today we had a test and he copied my answers... my friend told him I like him... at least thats what she said, she might be lying. And she kept bumping me when he was walking through, he stole my eraser, when I was doing something for a friend when nobody's around, he just walked in and said "Haha, everyone ditched you." Gah.
STEPHIE! it's ok =) Thankies everyone else for commenting ^^

Ew why >< Two friends are mad at me.. oh well.

2003-01-13T15:42:00.000-08:00

Right now I'm eating oatmeal.. ^^ Today at school, at random times, he looked at me, and I looked back, and he smiled.. *gasp*

___<3

I've been liking you for a while
Every time you look at me, I smile
And I can't get enough of every single thing you do
Because I'm obsessed with you

When you call me, I can't talk
All I want to do is tell you how I feel
and I wonder if you think the same
To me, days without you are just unreal

I love you, and I hope you love me too
Cause this feels like forever.
Everything I've gone through
Just won't bring me to say, I love you.

2003-01-12T11:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I was talking with Arianne and Amy and John, and John, he thought I was white, and then he's like, "nonono, thats bombamybomb" hahahah and me and Arianne were cracking up. So I told Amy. Today I brushed my teeth for five minutes 8) Ahh!!!1 It's sunday!!!!11 *screams* I have to do homework! I hate Alicia because there, it's summer. BAH! How come it's 11:54 AM and nobodys awake but me? lmao. Sarah's neck hurts... :( Go give her some <33!!!1

2003-01-11T10:46:00.000-08:00

Computer. space. is. low. Ack. Last night on television, I watched a movie called "Love and Basketball." It was good. I think that's the title of the movie, I am not sure. Anyhoo, guy news. Hmm.. nothing much, since it's a weekend. I want to barrow his ruler... his twelve inch ruler... *wink* HAHA ok. Anyway... Someone I know said this. *screams*

anonymous: .....elaine...i am.......thankfully....not your father
anonymous: .....who would want that maniac as tyheir father??

wtfisthat. O.o Anyway...Go visit Sarah. She got her blog up. I helped. ^.^

Today:
She commented. She commented. She commented. She commeneted.

Yesterday:
She commented. She commented. She commented. She commented.

2003-01-10T17:35:00.000-08:00

You're site works now, Rikku. :) Thanks Alicia for commenting too. I'm eating a Cafe Late Sees Candies Lolipop... ^^ Today, *he* was looking at me... and I was looking back... and I finally turned away. O.o wierd. Anyways. After school I went to my mom's friends house. They barrowed our Spiderman DVD. I have some homework. *sigh*

I love himmmmmmmmmM. lol. o_O Damnit. He doesn't talk to me much anymore. --

2003-01-09T15:15:00.000-08:00

Hey. Dammit. I really wanted this book and my friend got it lol. -- Well, anyways, THE GUY BARROWED MY RULER!!!11 *GASP* lol.

oh yay! Thanks for the comments you guys.. ^^ Thanks Rikku (your site doesn't work --), Jole, Alicia!

2003-01-08T15:28:00.000-08:00

Music :: Simple and Clean

HEY. About the guy thing lol. I'm over it now. But I'm still jealous of this group of bitches lol. Plugs and stuff:

Emily Rikku Jenny Stephanie Alicia Jenzie Linda Sarah

Today my stomach hurt SO bad during class so I had to go through the pain while having to do my work *sigh* But at least I feel better now.

2003-01-07T15:13:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY! thankies for commenting everyone and Linda for plugging me and commenting too ^o^
ANYWAYS My life is full of bull. And shit. Put together. *sigh* I'm so sensitive.. I know he's kidding.. er.. here's what happend in one of my classes.. O.o

Me: *writing*
Guy I like Behind me: *whispers* Whore!
Me: *looks back* *doesn't say anything*

And... after school...

Him: There are roumers going around that you and *my friend* likes *someone my friend likes.*
Me: I don't even talk to him.. I dont even know him...
Him: Yes you do, you talk to him all the time

Yep, that's what is happend. I want to forget about it but I just cant -.- I wonder why I even like him at all... But I can't get over what he said.. -.-

Dont you hate it when you lose something and you look everywhere and you still can't find it and you really need it? I lost my expensive pencil and a paper i need for school -.-;;; SO I'm done for. I dont know what to do now. Of course I can use another pencil, but the paper I need for school.. very important. And I'm scared to ask my teacher because she's gonna get annoyed the shit out of her. Because someone already asked her and she was mad that time too so now I'm scared lol. x_x *sigh*

2003-01-06T15:56:00.000-08:00

Hey. I'm bored. I'm too lazy to update the currently thing. Thanks Linda for commenting! ^.^ I'm eating Pizza & Noodles. Not a very common match O.o but oh well! Haha.

Well, I finished my homework. Alicia plugged me on her blog. :) New Everwood today. *looks at time* wow, right now! 9! Haha. Gotta go.

EDIT Everwood was great. Colin is back!

2003-01-05T20:41:00.000-08:00

ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA ALICA ALICIA

RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU RIKKU

Okay I'm plugging both of them alot and making sure you know because they are going to comment my entries almost every day and I'm not going to do this every day lol so be sure to visit Alicia and if you need it, Rikku's email *lol* Poem me + alicia wrote :: (me >> alicia)

Abandoned::

She lay on the bench,
that's all she does,
her clothes all drenched,
the lonely girl she was.

She would cry every night,
Cry herself to sleep,
She would try with all her might,
To not let out a single peep.

She would always sit there,
With her clothes ripped and torn,
Nobody would ever care,
that she was even born.

She had nobody to care for,
Nobody but her,
So she would just let her creativity soar,
Imagining things that were above her homeless shore.

She was only nine,
And things got worse,
She never felt fine,
as if she were under a spell or a curse.

She was abandoned,
Left stranded,
She went through many dramas,
She never deserved such karma.

The girl was poor,
She always tried,
She had no money,
And she finally died.

2003-01-05T12:03:00.000-08:00

*cries* One of my fishies died... *sniff* Well anyways. I ate good breakfast. YEAH. SO. bye.
Edit Here's a poem I really like. I didn't write it, though. It's one of the best poems I've ever read. It's very short though, yet discriptive, well written, true, and just beautiful.

Clearer than crystals,
More pure than gold,
A friend is one,
You should forever hold.

quizzie!

2003-01-05T00:48:00.000-08:00

Why oh why do my legs still hurt and why am I up? I'm sleepy. Wish me good dreams. lol.

2003-01-04T16:54:00.000-08:00

Thanks Rikku and Alicia for commenting on my last blog! Anyway. At 11:00 AM or something me and my sister got ready annd we went lol. It was okay. It was *soo* tiring at the beginning! I kept saying it was familiar (I hiked the mountain up before with my friends) but it didn't really. It was *so very* tiring to hike up there! It took days! lol. x_x But at the top, it was refreshing because it was colder. But there was so many rocks. We were confused because it didn't seem familiar. It didn't have a cave, like it had in my trail. But we went to the top of the mountain peak! *cheers* hooray lol. But we didn't have any proof we got there because my sister ran out of film. And so we went back and it got hotter. It was wierd -- the top is cold and the bottom is warm. Then, when we were still walking down I saw the trail me and my friends went. That's why it wasn't familiar lmfao! There were two trails -- we didn't notice the other one! Haha. Well. Yeah. Then my sister drove to this sandwich store. Thennn we drove home (here!) and ate them while watching spiderman on DVD... it was great! n_n we skipped some parts though, we watched it already. I had fun! My legs are very soar, though. And now I miss the vacation because on Monday theres school. *sigh*

2003-01-04T10:48:00.000-08:00

*sneeze*

I think the Role Play is backwards. Anyways, I'm going to have to hike up a mile 9999876543219 miles long. j/k. But it's going to take forever. I hiked up the mountain before with my friends and it took like 4 hours. x_x; wish me luckkk.

Thanks Alicia and Rikku for commenting. *too lazy to link* lol

2003-01-04T01:11:00.000-08:00

Role Play

This is the Role Play me and Alicia did. It's finished.. ^^ Enjoy! (red sug4r is me, and eminemscutie13 is Alicia's entries)

eminemscutie13: Ken puts his hands on Finne's shoulders and shook her roughly. He laughed and turned to Tyrone, "Let's see if she has any pocket money." They both let out a laugh and felt through her pockets, searching for money. When they found out she didn't have any, Tyrone picked her up and carried her inside the deserted warehouse. They found a chair and tied her to it with a bit of rope.
red sug4r: Finne cried. She was a very silent girl, she didn't scream. "Oh please let me go! Please!" Finne began to cry. Tyrone laughed. "You're stayin right here, lil girl." Ken said. Finne kicked Tyrone's penis *ahem* and Tyrone scrunched up his face. "Ow!" Tyrone said. Ken laughed and looked at Finne on the floor still tied to the chair.
red sug4r: Finne was hopeless. She couldn't move.
red sug4r: She struggled to get up with her feet.
red sug4r: But it didn't work.
red sug4r: Ken and Tyrone started laughing and kicked her chair.
red sug4r: Finne started to cry very softly.
red sug4r: *stops*
eminemscutie13: Ken took Finne's hairtye out of her hair. "You look much prettier with it down," he said roughly. He pulled her hair, making her scream with pain. Ken looked over at Tyrone, not knowing what to do. Tyrone just laughed and walked slowly over to Finne.
"Whats your phone number little girl?" He asked, putting a knife up against her neck.
red sug4r: (OMFG!!!)
eminemscutie13: ((what? lol))
eminemscutie13: ((bit too much?))
red sug4r: (no its ok)
red sug4r: Finne looked down at the knife, stretching trying to get away from her. She tried to stop crying. She did the after-crying-hiccup-kind-of-thing. Tyrone put the knife closer. Ken just stood there and laughed. Ken used his foot to put the chair back, slightly feeling a *little* sorry for her. Tyrone looked at Ken. "What you doing, man?" Tyrone said. "Oh, well, at least let her sit correctly." Ken said. "Shut up!" Tyrone shouted. Tyrone speaked quietly. "So, whats your phone number?" He asked in a mean voice. She stuttered while talking. "Do--dd-do you want-- w-want the ar-rerea code with it?" She said.
eminemscutie13: Tyrone glared at Finne and dropped his knife. He shook her and started to yell, "JUST GIMME YOUR PHONE NUMBER, AREA OR NO AREA CODE, I WANT IT NOW!" Finne gasped and started to cry even more. She told him her number and closed her eyes. Ken let out a laugh and looked at Finne, starting to regret even joining in on the kidnapping.
red sug4r: Ken couldn't speak. She looked into Finne's eyes. Finne didn't notice. Ken saw the tears -- Ken started to feel sorry for her and just ran away without any word. "What? What are you doing?" Tyrone said looking at Ken running away. "KEN!" Tyrone shouted. "KEN! Come back here you little fuck."
eminemscutie13: Tyrone swore again and again. But he suddenly stopped when somebody answered the phone on the other end. "Finne?! Please tell me it's you..." Tyrone put on a deep, harsh voice and replied, "This is not your precious Finne. We have her tied to a chair, and truly gaurded. If you do not drop off a large sum at the homeless shelter by tomorrow morning, except her to go byebye." Tyrone hung up and ran after Ken. "KEN YOU LITTLE FUCKER, WHERE ARE YOU?!"
red sug4r: Tyrone, with his very sharp ears, he heard sounds from the back of the warehouse. She pointed at Finne. "You, don't go anywhere, bitch." Tyrone with mean eyes went outside to look for Ken and heard voices. He went to the back of the warehouse and saw: Ken. "KEN YOU FUCKER. WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU!" Ty screamed. He pulled Ken by his shoulders back into the warehouse. The phone rang. "Oh shit." Ty said quietly and went to pick up the phone roughly. "Fuck you" and Finne's mother was on the phone! "I left all my money at the homeless shelter! Please, please come with my daughter.. please..."
red sug4r: (I'm planning on having the police at the homeless shelter.)
eminemscutie13: Tryone went over to Finne and hit her on her cheek. He didn't have a reason too, he was just mad. He untied her and flung her over his shoulder. She soon fainted and was hanging off Tyrone like a ragdoll, her long hair was nearly touching the cold, hard warehouse floor. Ken looked at Tyrone and shook his head. He jumped into the truck with Tyrone however and sat Finne in the middle. They headed for the warehouse.
red sug4r: They headed for the homeless shelter
eminemscutie13: Dammit, lmao.
red sug4r: Tyrone really stepped on it-- he tried to go as fast as he could. Once they got there, Tyrone kicked Finne out and pushed Ken outside too. Tyrone slammed the doors and kicked open the door to the homeless shelter -- and there were the police men, with guns pointing at him. Tyrone and Ken were shocked. Ken dropped Finne and Finne ran to her mother and hugged her.
eminemscutie13: "I'm sorry I ran away mom," Finne cried, tears rolling down her cheek. Tyrone stared around at the policeman shocked. He looked over at Finne's mother and yelled, "YOU BITCH! YOU DOBBED US IN!" He ran for her, pushing the policeman out of the way. He tried to punch her but somehow got Finne instead.
red sug4r: Finne started to cry. Her mom was panicked, and went over to the police. Finne rubbed her face and wen she let go of her hand off her face she got punched again. Ken quietly went over to Tyrone and kicked him and punched him and beat him until he was red. "Aowe," Tyrone expressed, and tried to stand. They fought, and the police pushed both of them and tried to seperate them. "You two are going to prison for 3 years. Ain't that nice?" The head cheif said.
red sug4r: "Oh but of course, Ken for one year." He said, and grinned at Tyrone.
red sug4r: "Hopefully you'll die!" Finne managed to say.
eminemscutie13: Tyrone let out a yell, "WHAT? KEN ONLY GETS ONE?!" Finne stood there quietly, looking at Ken. She had changed her mind. "No wait. Please .. Ken tried to help at the last minute, he doesn't deserve it."
eminemscutie13: Tyrone gasped and tried to get away from the policeman. "I'LL KILL YOU BITCH!"
red sug4r: Tyrone tried to get away but the door was locked. "Fuck." Tyrone said, still faced to the door, with his head down. He turned away and saw the police with their guns pointing at him. "Fuck this!" Tyrone shouted in the silence. "You all fucks!" Tyrone said after.
eminemscutie13: Ergh .. have we finished? lmao.
eminemscutie13: Lmao, sorry.
red sug4r: okk one more ur turn haha
eminemscutie13: Can I do a conclusion?
red sug4r: yea
eminemscutie13: ~~~~Tryone ended up going for prision for three years for kidnap and violance.
~~~~ Ken did go to prision but only for 6 months for participating in the kidnapping.
~~~~ Finne now lives happily at home and visits Ken every so often in prision.
~~~~ The End.
eminemscutie13: Tyrone was driving down the road, his music blaring. He saw a girl standing there - it looked like she was looking for a cab ... she looked rather familier to Tyrone. He turned around and parked on the other side of the street - it was the daughter of the ricest person in town. Tryone paused for a second, spun the car back around and parked up right next to her. "Need a ride?" He asked roughly.
red sug4r: "No thank you. I just ran away from home, thats all." She was shy, and looked away. Some people who did need a cab were smoking around her, and so Finne coughed. She stepped back. She saw Tyrone there, still. "Oh, come on." Tyrone said. Finne just stood there. "All right..." Well, maybe I can get a ride to the homeless shelter or something. Finne thought. So she opened the car door slowly and struggled to get in. The car was a high truck. "Can I go to the homeless shelver?" Finne asked quietly.
eminemscutie13: Tyrone smiled at Finne. "Sure you can, I don't have a problem with that. Put your seatbelt on, we are in for a rough ride."
Tyrone put his foot down and speed off. He was going in the opposite direction to the homeless shelter. He grinned at Finne and explained that he needed to met his friend at the deserted warehouse, downtown...
red sug4r: "You are going in the oppisite direction, sir." Finne said shyly. "Oh, I know. I must pick up my friend in Downtown." Tyrone said. Finne was nervous. "I'm really hungry, sir. I haven't aten in days.. I need to go to the homeless shelter." Finne said. "Please, sir?" Tyrone sighed and punched his radio and it turned off. "No!" Tryone yelled, and then looked at her in the review mirror. "I'm sorry, sir..." Finne started crying softly.
minemscutie13: Tyrone just shrugged and picked up his cell. He rang a number and Finne could hear a muffled answer from the other end. "Hello?"
eminemscutie13: "Yeah, listen, it's Tyrone. I got this girl right ... no need for details, met me the warehouse downtown." Tyrone hung up and glared at Finne.
red sug4r: Finne shyly half smiled, and stopped when she finally got it. oh no.. Finne thought to herself. They're going to take me! when Tyrone sharply stopped the car and immediately went out of his car looking out the big window seeing his friend there. Tyron looked away and went to the other side of the car. He opened the door and grabbed Finne and set her on the ground roughly. "Here she is..." Tyrone said. Tyrone's friend Ken grinned.

2003-01-03T19:33:00.000-08:00

<3 # 1st Sight

I looked at you right in the eye
and I knew that I loved you that night.
You glanced at me and continued to look,
I knew it was love at first sight.

You walked closer, so did I,
I knew it was true love
i looked at you and yes, I said
"would you come with me tonight"

you nodded your head and i smiled
i felt so happy, like i was a child
I was right, oh I was right --
It was love at first sight.
---

Ew! How queer! haha. j/k. I wrote it. x_x Friend's Johnny Experience

2003-01-03T14:15:00.000-08:00

Friday Five . . .

1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind?
Yes. Earrings, hair stuff, and the lot.
2. How often do you wear it?
Earrings all the time... don't usually do my hair...
3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
Yes.. my ear.
4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where?
No, but I want one.. but I don't want one.. lol n.n
5. What are your plans for the weekend?
Nothing, really. I plan to try and go to sleep earlier since school is going to start Monday. But I'd just be on the computer all day.. so yeah

Alicia for commenting.

2003-01-03T12:11:00.000-08:00

I want to give up on the word of the day thing rofl. n_n I'm eating french bread! Wheee! Yesterday I slept at like Three o' clock. Yeah. And today on the phone I heard my mom talking about my brother. Oh-how-I-love-to-gossip. ^.^ And yesterday... I made a new template for my comments. So comment now! Bye!

Alicia's Blog! thanks Rikku for commenting ^^ I want to plug three amazing sites ::
Emily -- Linda -- Jenny!

2003-01-02T17:58:00.000-08:00

WORD OF THE DAY :: So

Ey! Why does this blog load so fucking long? Anyways. Go visit Alicia because she commented! n_n; I love her and will read one of her poetry soon! n_n She gave me the word of the day idea! I'm talking to her right now! So go visit her now!

Visit Koneko because she has an awesome new layout! So please visit her!!

2003-01-02T12:17:00.000-08:00

Music :: Hate Every Beautiful Day // Sugarcult

Eh. HAPPY NEW YEARS DAY AFTER! And good morning! I mean Good Afternoon XD. It's 12:17 here. I woke up at like 11:30 AM maybe -.-; eh. I ate fried rice. ^o^ see ya

edit I wrote a poem! n.n

Kidnapped ::

He opened the door and pulled out his gun,
The man tried to take her in but that couldn't be done,
She screamed and screamed but finally got taken,
The girl who was kidnapped, the girl who went in.

She was hopeless, she was in the car
She watched the man light his cigar
The girl was very weak
She tried and tried but couldn't speak

The girl felt pain rushing through her viens,
She was scared, she was cold, it felt like days,
The man who kidnapped finally stopped
He took her outside with the the plan he had hoped

The man showed anger, yet amazingly free
To kidnap a child who dropped on her knees
The man shook his fist and she struggled to stand
This all went well, how the man had planned

The man took out his gun and knife
The police started to come, it was a loud siren
She stood there with tears in her eyes
The girl who was kidnapped, the girl who died.

weekly thing ::

i love :: you
i hate :: bieng cold
i must :: finish hw
i like :: bieng warm
i adore :: ewan mclover
i believe :: that I can be warmer if I put on my sweater
i think :: i'm cold
i don't :: think i'm warm
i do :: need to be warm
i need :: to put on a sweater
i listen :: to the television
i taste :: chocolate
i feel :: my coldness
i can :: be warm
i miss :: bieng warm
i read :: chick soup books
i walk :: less than you
i talk :: very much
i sing :: sometimes
i dream :: sometimes
i want :: to be warm
i trust :: my friends
i crave :: warm food
i wont :: be warm
i will :: put on my sweater later
i live :: everyday
i remember :: bieng warm
i know :: the feeling to be warm

I am *cold.*

2003-01-01T22:08:00.000-08:00

I watched an episode of the Twightlight Zone on television. I didn't really get it.. but it was freaky, I guess. Bleh.. it was.. nice? XD XD Eeh.. I'm tired.. x_x;

2003-01-01T11:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS.

AH?! My mom is making me read poetry and write how good it is down! *breaks down* Argh. >< Good way to start off the new year. Oh.. and I have to do homework. Blegh. Feb 1, Chinese New Year? Moneyyyy!! Haha. Anyways. HELLO. Bye.

2002-12-31T11:42:00.000-08:00

Heeeyyy! Yesterday night we went to Home Town Buffet when my mom came home. The food was great. ^^ We sung happy birthday to my sister... it's so awesome she turned eighteen! I still didn't pay money for her & all . . . and I still feel bad, but I don't think she cares. I took an ice cream with me when we left, haha. Then we went to best buy. We didn't buy anything . . . we were last minute shoppers. Lol *shrug* Then we went home, and I watched a whole lot of t.v! Today, I woke up at 9, and as usual, my dad wakes me up so loudly! ><. So I'm pretty grumpy when eating breakfast. Then I watched t.v and ate some chocolate and I'm here!! ^^

2002-12-30T09:34:00.000-08:00

Today is my sister's birthday!! I feel bad about not getting her a present because she always does on my birthday. *sigh* I wish I could make a card or something on PSP. I might.. >< Anyhoo, I'm pissed now because before I washed my face and my dad thought I did it (even heard of drying with a towel?!) and he pointed his middle finger (*shakes head* asian parents..) at my eyes ._- Bye now.

comments :: Jenzie // Lana (thanks for telling me about the year thing!)

2002-12-29T19:25:00.000-08:00

Meh! Today was booooor-ing. I woke up and ate nothing at all I believe. Then, I had to get ready when I was sleepy, and went in the car.. we drove a long way to.. some.. place.. err.. Tracy.. and we visted my brother's friends house. Thennnn, we went to look at houses. Some were pretty so I enjoyed it. In between visits there would be a looong ride-- it was dark too, I couldn't breathe, because of the human-air.. lmao.. in the car.. I needed fresh air.. It stuffed my nose.. I couldn't breathe.. no oxygen.. haha j/k. Next we went to.. Stockton.. and ate at Jack In the Box (eww, but I liked the drink) then we went to my brother's friends house again, and he was not there *again* so we went home. It was *so* boring.. >.< Meh. Tomarrow is my sister's birthday and I've got no present. We *might* go to a resteraunt, and if I help pay, that will be my present. *shrugs* So, yeah.. I'm really tired.

I'm Angelic Cute!! made by Jen

2002-12-28T09:28:00.000-08:00

I just ate breakfast. After that, I just brushed my teeth because it made my breath stink a little >.< Anyways, hi. Yesterday Blogger was bieng evil. There's not much to say right now. Comments working again! *smile*

2002-12-27T18:58:00.000-08:00

Meh. *will do this every week*

i love :: myself :)
i hate :: bieng very cold
i must :: return library book
i like :: candy
i adore :: the person I like
i believe :: in love at first sight
i think :: i'm very cold
i don't :: think i'm warm
i do :: like Ewan McGregor's hotness
i need :: to eat dinner
i listen :: to music
i taste :: my spit
i feel :: the keyboard
i can :: be warm
i miss :: school (friends of course)
i read :: books
i walk :: around the house
i talk :: very much
i sing :: pretty good, pretty bad
i dream :: about meeting people
i want :: to be warm
i trust :: my friends
i crave :: warm food
i wont :: be warm
i will :: stay cold
i live :: my life to the fullest friggin day
i remember :: events from elementary school
i know :: what 1+1 is
i feel :: the keyboard

I am *Elaine.*

2002-12-27T17:59:00.000-08:00

whee! I have a new desktop. I love this one. It's beautiful. It's Christina Ricci. It says "my computer" at the bottom and the girl is looking <-- left and the picture is at the --> right. I really like this desktop, but I really hope that my dad won't change the desktop or delete the image >.< Because I can't upload it, it takes up too much space. My sister came back. :o) Christina Ricci Pictures The picture itself has a pause selection around it, but I wonder how it looks without selection. *Shrug*

2002-12-27T12:01:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! Friday Five is down there, I did it yesterday >.< Today I woke up and ate pasta, hehe. And then I wanted to watch Spiderman my sister got from her friend early for her birthday. I watched it yesterday and I liked it so I watched it again this morning. Then, my sister's friends came and I looked out the window and they were like HAPPY BIRTHDAY and two girls were holding cakes. They came in and I went to the bathroom. O.o I watched the movie and some of my sister's friends just came in and watched too, and this girl was telling another one of my sister's friend who didn't watch it, about it. I kept correcting her, because sometimes she was wrong and forgot the names. *lol* Anyways, yeah.. I Just finished watching it. I heard my sister's friends sing Happy Birthday, and one of the girls offered me cake. It was GOOD. lmao. Anyway, HI! I'm really tired, the cake took long to eat, hehe. Even one peice. My sister and her friends left already. Someone just called and asked for my sister. >.< They were loud, they hurt my ears lol. Comments system isn't working.

I want to plug.. *someone.* But I don't know who. Anyways, I got accepted into the Totally Clique! ^^ Bye now!

2002-12-26T23:41:00.000-08:00

Watched Spiderman. Currently sleepy.. gotta go.

2002-12-26T19:52:00.000-08:00

What did the girl volcano say to the boy Valcano?

I lava you!

wahahhahahahahahhhhahrharhahrhrahha. *pause*

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I'm pissed. Don't ask why. Just pissed at someone. Fucking pissed. *pissed*

2002-12-26T13:59:00.000-08:00

Darn, I asked what day it is today, and my friend said Thursday. I THOUGHT IT WAS FRIDAY! Dammit. >< *changes Calendar* *leaves Friday Five from last week there* Anyway, Today I woke up at like, 8. I had to eat breakfast that was pretty good but I got the leftovers since I had to get ready (wash my face and all) then me, my brother, my sister and my mom went to Frys. It was a long, freakin line! So we had to wait like a half hour to buy the stuff. Then, we dropped off my brother at home, and we went to Wal Mart. Long lines, too. >.< I bought Gummi Bears. *bite's ass* lmao. YUM. Anyhoo... bye ^.^
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Right now I'm eating a pear. Bleh. Did quiz. I'm bored. *lol* Why can't there be a Thursday Three?

Who's your Pucca Character? Take the quiz! Brought to you by Lovepucca.net!

MIDGE is Pregnant! Who the hell is Midge? hehehehehe. *shares* I made a Debate about it on Delirium. Someone thought that it was about a pregnant midget. *lmao*

My senses saved my life. I sometimes say "I love you" to some of my friends (like, not.. love love, but love) and I was about to type I LOVE YOU in capital letters to a guy I know and about to send it and thank god I didn't because he would take it seriously and... problems lead to bigger problems. lol

*cries of joy* I SAW STEPHANIE'S PIC! SHE'S SO PRETTY!! WHEEE!! *dances* lol

2002-12-26T01:58:00.000-08:00

Do you know what time it is? FRIDAY FIVE TIME! My *first* friday five in this blog, that is...

1. What holiday or holidays do you celebrate this time of year?
Christmas! Whee! And New Years.
2. What was the best gift you have ever received?
The gift of life.
3. What was the worst gift you've ever given?
Not sure.
4. Where will you be celebrating the holidays? Are you hosting? Going away?
Nope. Staying right here in my comfy chair.
5. If you could spend the holidays with someone who isn't around, who would it be with? Why?
Some hott ass celebrity. lol. Damn right. XD

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2002-12-25T23:21:00.000-08:00

What's your Japanese name? Mine is Erane.
What does your name mean?
Elaine
The name of Elaine creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others. While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become dogmatic and forceful if pressed too far. Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up. You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility. In a position dealing with the public, you could do well because of your friendly personality, interest in people, and desire to please. When asked, you are able to give others good advice that you would probably not follow yourself, but must guard against being too opinionated in controversial matters. The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the fluids of the body and the senses of the head, causing headaches, eye, teeth, or severe sinus conditions; also, kidney or bladder weaknesses.

Which Disney Princess are You?Find out!

choose the celebrity ::

Justin Timberlake / Nick Carter (Just Timberlake -.-)
Aaliyah / Ashanti (Ashanti)
Simple Plan / Good Charlotte (Good Charlotte)
Britney Spears / Christina Aguilera (Christina Aguilera)
P!NK / Kelly Osbourne (BOTH! Kelly Osbourne)
Jennifer Lopez / Jennifer Love Hewitt (Jennifer Love Hewitt)
Avril Lavigne / Michelle Branch (Michelle Branch)
Kirsten Dunst / Sarah Michelle Gellar (SArah M Gellar)
Elijah Wood / Orlando Bloom (Elijah Wood)
Sean Biggerstaff / Daniel Radcliffe (Sean Biggerstaff)
Missy Elliot / Eve (Eve)
Nelly / Ja Rule (Ja Rule)
Brittany Murphy / Reese Witherspoon (Reese Witherspoon -.-)
Beyonce Knowles / Kelly Rowland (Kelly Rowland)
Mary J. Blige / Lil' Kim (Mary J. Blige)
Eminem / Shawn Desmand (Eminem)
Shania Twain / LeAnn Rhimes (LeAnn Rhimes)
Aaron Carter / Lil' Bow Wow (Aaron Carter)
Linkin Park / Nirvana (Nirvana)

Damn. Christmas is over. *cries* lol... Must wait another year, now... *sits and waits* *does quizzes* I can't wait *forever.*

What type of Stationary are you?

Who's your inner singer-songwriter?

Take the quiz!

Still joining the Totally Clique. ^.^ And the form for Joobots isn't working, so I guess I'll submit another time. ^.^ Well, right now it's like 1:55 AM Thursday so I'll cya!

2002-12-25T14:44:00.000-08:00

Present from me to you. >< Its ugly, I know. Merry Christmas though. Hehehe. Go visit Gel & Aina's Blog! They have a new layout. I really like it. Christmas is almost over. >.< Stupid Alicia. She's with Robbie. *dies* I WANT TO RP WITH HER! *strangles* Rob is hot. Thanks Steph for commenting!! ^.^ Quizzie!!

Which retard are you? By Ryoku + Garnet

God knows I hate the BSB song stuck in my head. Ahh, damnit. Oh-how-I-want-a-domain-at-this-very-moment. *attacks Steph*

2002-12-25T09:21:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Merry crissymas ^^ I love Christmas this year because it's our first time having an actual tree with lots of presents underneath. I ate oatmeal this morning and then opened presents ^.^ I got..

--Necklace, Bracelet, 2 pairs of earings in a set from my mom.
--A journal & A picture frame with my picture in it from my sister.
--An "All about Me" journal/notebook from my cousin Andrea.
--Hello Kitty stuff from my.. mom's friend, Cindy.
--Making bracelets kit (*sigh*) from my cousins.
--A journal/notebook with lock and key from my cousin. (Name unknown ha!)

And theres one more thing, I just don't want to share with you, because... err.. BYE! XD

edit ha you win. I'm back. Erm. Nobody knows what I like *cries* But I do kinda like the presents.. they come from the heart, right?? lmao and the presents I gave, they liked it! I'm glad. hehehe.

Jamie commented me, and I'm telling her how to add comments! *hehehe* Please vote for Pixiechick.net! Thanks Valerie for commenting. ^.^ Alicia too! Whee! Stephanie!

2002-12-24T22:26:00.000-08:00

Hey. Right now, I'm watching the simpsons. ^.^ I watched "Santa, Baby" on t.v too, it was kind of stupid but I was bored. *hehe* And my mom got mad at my brother. aww. Whee! Good night! *can't wait until Christmas*

I wuv Steph for linking me and commenting.

2002-12-24T17:48:00.000-08:00

Right now I'm home alone with nothing to do. I wanna call someone.. but I don't know who. Hmmmm.. my cake is getting cold lmao. I soo don't feel like doing the currently thing right now. lol.

Sand Art. Click on the link. It's very interesting. ^.^ I made this.

I've been thinking a while and now I don't really like A--*honkcrashbeep* that much anymore. I only like him for his looks and not his personality which is far from bad. So I decided to not like *ahemasdf;x* anymore! But I might like him a little.. can't help it *lol* Whee! Just wanted to share that. God, my life is boring, I dont know the purpose of having this blog. But that's what makes it unique, right?? It's sort of an internet-life-thing blog. Yeah. So I should feel good and not worry. In fact, I'm doing that kind of thing right now (internet life blogging). My whole life is basically the internet so.. *shrugs* My NOSE is bleeding like my heart.. I can feel it.. err.. it's wierd.

You're hot. I'm hyper.

2002-12-24T15:58:00.000-08:00

lmao. That's it. Go me!
Elaine is your arse on fire? Hehe, that's from Googlism. You type in your name and hit enter and theres a list... ^^ it's hilarious. Lol... I added a calendar to the site. Christine downloaded Photoshop and thank GOD that there was no virus in it! ^.^ So I plug her! Oh, and visit Sex Googlism. You must.

2002-12-24T10:10:00.000-08:00

I really like my new blog... I dreamed that someone commented me, lmao. I'm eating.. something.. I'm not sure what it is. I'm also talking to my dad on Yahoo! Messanger.. lmao. XD and we are arguing wether or not I am drinking soup. I so damned went to sleep at 4:00 AM and woke up at 7:30 AM today..rawr. lol. Stephanie rocks! Go visit her blog! Jamie! Her's is cool too! She commented me!
Well. Anyway. I'm just testing new stuff with my new blog. Gotta check email and then go on Delirium.

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Damn. Blogger is pissing me off badly. I change the title of this name, it's another blog I'm in's name. So there's no way I can change this name. And I can't change the other blog's name since I don't have admin... And I have to change it back to the original name so then I know which is which... *sigh* This is stupid and pissing me off, big time. *dies* And someone taught me how to make a crystal image on PSP and I deleted it off my imagemagician and computer.. and I really wanted to show her. I'm lagging my brother. My day has been terrible so far... ><

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Editing because I'm bored. I fixed some stuff and added a border thing. And a scrollbar, etc.
Thanks to Alicia and Alyssa for commenting.

2002-12-24T00:40:00.000-08:00

EH! Yes, I am still up. Haha. HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!! Tomarrow is Christmas!! *cheers happily* I'm still looking for blogs/personal sites to link ^.^ Comment or else. Whee! I hope I'll remember to blog in this every day AND my other blog.. ><; Took quizzes.

Which Member of the Endless Are You?

What swear word are you?

Austin Powers gave me a spy name. ::

Elaine Excitement

People speak your name in an awed whisper, as exciting things always happen around you. These wanna-be hangers-on are just there to enjoy the ride! Vital gear includes a substantial line of credit at the best casino in town to play craps and roulette all night long.

edit whee! Me and Stephanie have comments! ^.^ I'm going to try and comment hers everyday. XD I need a counter soon. *loves my new blog* I need to make this stupid blog centered. *lmao* Anyway, go visit these wonderful people now!
Steph for commenting ^.^ Tashi and Lyra for bieng wonderful people & web designers ^_^

2002-12-23T22:44:00.000-08:00

I've got a new blog. Woohoo! I'm bored. I have to go to the bathroom. I'll write one entry ^.^ Anyways, I'm watching T.V, and I'm supposed to be sleeping *lol* Oh well. I'll go later I guess. *drinks Hot Chocolate* Anyhoo, I'll be going now. Bye!!

edit must remember to EDIT posts instead of making a new post in the same day so there's no fucking huge gap... ha. This lovely blog was created 23rd of December... ^.^